1/21/2018 (Post 9/16/2017)

What else do you want me to say. What else can i control. Sometimes we don't have that choice, Kissing you unlocked so much of me that i had hidden for years and now that i have let it be exposed, It hurts me more than i can deal with. That moment has haunted me ever since. I am writing these posts knowing that the 3 people I care about so much are going to see these and i am sorry if you get hurt but please imagine living in my world. I didn't make this choice to be in this situation, but here I am.