1/5/2018 (Post 9/16/2017)

After a night that I realized my own destructive tendencies on new years eve was leading me into a dark place, I have had to really look within and ask some serious questions, Is it all worth it, Can i control this, Do i really want to travel down this road. Its pretty clear one side of me can't control this and wants to travel down this road. But the other side knows the road won't lead to the place i want and is pushing to try to gain some control by waking the angry side of myself. That side of myself has never led me down the right path as well, Just tearing others apart. I am lost with how to control the sides of myself that are so easily provoked into taking total control of what others see. This is me Chester explains how it is to live within your own mind no matter if you can control it or not.