2-17-2018

Another day, Your faces still bounce around in my head. I wish we could all just figure this out because the longer it draws out the more i see how this is going to end and that end will hurt me as much as this current situation. I can move forward and i will, I just don't want to hurt all the others that this will affect if it goes the way i see it going currently. I am going to have to share these feelings i have inside sometime and i am waiting for that moment but i don't get that chance very often. It's not that i just need to talk, its more that i need to talk to the two that are causing this instability in my emotional state. I hope i get that chance but the way this is going I could screw that up as well as usual.