2/14/2018 (Post 9/16/2017)

I am getting stronger, Day after day the world just moves on so i can choose to hold on to something that is never going to fulfill me inside, Just dealing with the emotions that have been released is a full time job, The sun comes up and so does your faces I can shake them for a while but never for very long. I want to see you , I am not sure if i can do this alone anymore! I need for someone to care about how i feel to help control these overwhelming feelings. I don't think i am asking for to much. I have been thinking this was gonna make me angry and there are those feeling yes but it really is hurting far more than making me angry because i have no reason to be angry to those few that have touched my heart in a way no others have.