To the one that choses to be scared of me instead of understand me!

Yes just looking at you brings me to the brink, the pain you can inflict even without trying Just that look you give me just hurts. It seems that I always make the wrong decision when i am around you. I wish i could stop saying i'm sorry to you and just tell you how i feel. I know we both live separate lives but i just want a small amount of physical attention and to feel that even if it is only physical that i am attractive. I have to worry about self destructing with all of these feelings inside of me and it only makes it worse when you get scared and keep pushing me away.