Does it really matter.2/9/2018 (Post 9/16/2017)

I am invisible at this point. These feelings pushing me to the edge of sanity , I get through the day but i never seem to move forward. The faces that fill my mind at every moment still control my every thought. I wish i could see through the fog and move forward, I still have not been able to figure out how to do that. I wake up and i go through the motions of my life but i am still not participating. One day rolls into the other and it just helps me hide my feelings and pretend i am ok. I am far from that though.