Everyday is a challenge for me. I just can't seem to close the door on my most volatile emotions that a few people in my life are able to touch without trying. I am going to have to understand that what i used to be is gone and who i am now even though its flawed is who i am. I can't continue to make decisions based on who i was. I am me now, as depressed as i am, I am still me and when i wake up that's the person i need to address that given day. I can only fake my way through so far, It can't be a long term solution. I wish i could regain my emotional balance but it seems unattainable at this point.
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